Trip Down Memory Lane

While Diapers and Wine didn't technically tag me I'm going to go ahead and take on this "challenge" most to see if and what I can actually remember. So here goes nothing...

Reveal 7 things about the First Month of Motherhood

1. I was convinced this "child" or milk sucking vampire whichever you prefer would never leave my boob and I would become a permante milk bar. For ever.

2. I insisted she sleep with me, not just with me but right on top of me. Because should she stop breathing suddenly I would be right there. Therefore I got very little sleep and felt like I had a constant heater on top of me.

3. Sleep deprivation makes me crazy. Not just crazy haha but I was convinced more like paranoid that things were always going to happen to me. And us.

4. When she would cry and Ian couldn't comfort her I was secretly happy that she needed me more. Shh...horrible huh?!

5. I constantly feared and worried about my maternal and comforting skills.

6. I LOVED the baby smell. You know the REAL baby smell, the sweaty milky smell. Yes that one. It's my favorite.

7. I rarely had a second to myself, when Ian was at work she would come with me to the bathroom, in the shower, you name it there she was. And I would talk to her like she would respond to me. lol


There it is. Nothing special or great, its just nice to think about these things since we're 3 months anyway from 4....time to go cry now. lol